So recently a few things happened here and there which made me take a look at my crossdressing and a few questions popped in my head.
"Is crossdressing just a fetish to me?"
"Am I not really a cross dresser?"
"Why I do dress?"
I started thinking and I realized that the only reason I dress is for the sexual pleasure I get from it. The only female clothing items that I like are lingerie, however, as soon as I orgasm the clothes don't feel so great anymore and I take them off. During my analysis of why I like it I believe that mentally the lingerie was created as a part of a woman psychologically for me which is what made me enjoy it. From this I mentally tried to separate the two and started running some thoughts through my head about it. Now I do not really have a desire to dress anymore and am wondering if I should get rid of my clothing.
So what do you guys think? Will this just be another purge and I shouldn't get rid of the clothing? Do you think the desire will come again? Has anyone experienced anything like this before?