Do you ever have periods where you just can’t seem to catch a break!!
well, This winter has been a difficult one and I have struggled financially. Work has been steady and my bills are all paid but I have had to dip into savings to smooth things over and I have later replenished the well. I have not been able to save much more so I am just holding steady. The busiest season for me is coming up. Spring is the time when I make most of my money. The spring rush always allows me to pay my taxes and to put more into savings. This year I foresee slower growth and to top It off I now have to have surgery and it can’t be put off. I wish I could say that the surgery is my FFS but unfortunately it turns out that I have my third hernia and it has to be attended to. I will not be allowed to lift anything over ten lbs. for six weeks . My business requires physical exertion! The time line basically interrupts my plans and puts some off my savings at risk! The struggle continues.
I presented as female to my surgeon and she was wonderful ,asking what name I preferred and which prefixes she and her staff should use. I expect the experience to be expanding. The whole episode may be a turning point for me actually for these reasons. I was seriously getting ready to change paths as far as work goes because I have found lifting weight very difficult due to a 30% loss of my upper body strength due to HRT. I now have the opportunity be seen as the developing woman I am on an intimate level. I’ll insist on a pink Johnny!! I was initially very depressed with this news but I am now feeling more determined than ever to face the struggle and get to where I need to go! A new period of personal growth may be just what I needed!
Kelsy
