(I swear to whomever your chosen deity is, I am NOT being facetious.)
For those of you who are 50+ years old, and are considering SRS, or just realized that you liked dressing, but feel you're a bit late to the game, I have a couple of questions:
How does/did it feel, to realize that late, that either A) you were born in the wrong gender, or B) Like crossdressing for your entire life, but have to hide it from everyone, including yourself, until you got to be the age you are currently?
To me, hiding that part of myself would be the highest form of torture. To constantly live in fear of other people finding out about my secret lifestyle would be something that I could not handle. How in the name of the grilled cheese Virgin Mary did you put up with it?
I feel lucky to have been born in the era that I did, one of acceptance and change for most. I just... Can't imagine being in your shoes.