Over the last 6 months I have felt increasingly unable to explore my crossdressing with my wife. She has known of it since prior to getting married and always accepted it. I often dress during our itimate times together and she thought it is the only thing that excites me but that is not at all the case.
I felt I could no loger explore this side of me that makes me more gentle, cmore loving and compassionate. Inside it was killing me as I have dressed since a very young child and it is a part of me that will never go away.
We talked today as I had seen this incredible blouse I so desperatly wanted to get and I stated to her I feel as though after 20 years I now have to go into hiding with this and she said "your an idiot"...lol...and reaffirmed to me that she fully accepts my feminine side and is happy for me to continue to express myself in this way. She even suggested a weekend away alone andsaid feel free to stay dressed once in the hotel room overnight.
So I am thrilled of course and only wish I wasnt so masculine in general and could really look like a girl. It would be a dream come true to look like so many on thissiteI have seen but am happy to feel like one either way...
Happy dressing to all!!