saw a recent tv series (from the BBC), it is crime thriller / detective series... one of the episode was related to a guy who has a fetish for purses and obviously a serial killer. it went into him being impotent and so on ...
although the episode was much more than just a fetish... i was wondering that our desire to dress also is looked as deviant from the norm and it is easy (in popular cinema / series) to cast us as wierdo's / sexual predators growing up in an abused childhood or a dominant mom .. and so on...
after watching the episode and i was revulsed at myself and what i like to do... i come from a happy family, childhood and am a high achiever, good at what i do... but this episode made me feel that what i do is not right (rather disgusting) and that this streak is a deviant streak in me that needs to be controlled...
i know it is not right, but ppl who are not like us ofcourse would think of us as wierdos... esp after watching episodes like these...