Yes, there are times for everything. I did not get the buzz that a young crossdresser might experience as i began late, and it probably was fleeting, so I cannot miss it or even realize it is gone. I am comfortable in my dressing and recognition of my female side. i am free to wear or not wear feminine clothing. With time I will become at ease with the day to day performance of my duties while en femme. I am young and unsure of myself, even though I know who I am. We have only recently been introduced, and I am getting to know my new friend, and the buzz is gone.