i would take the stop dressing pill very quickly and gladly. i think of having to run to the bedroom as my wife answers the door. i think of my wife turning around and heading out of the bedroom as she sees my putting on a bra. i think of me not being outside as i ma dressed. etc etc
My wife knows and has hsopped for me --- does she enjoy it? no
my crossdressing does not add value to our lives together. it is fun most of the time for me. sometimes i just wnat to do it and it may not be fun - just what i feel that i need / want to do.
do i wish that i could stop ---- stop it gladly.
jc