Honey,
Remember when, a couple of years ago that I told you I like to wear women's clothing? Well, the desire to do so hasn't gone away,
and from what I have read, it never goes away for most men like me. I still get the urge to get dressed up. I love you very much, and NOTHING is EVER going to change that. You are my soul mate, and I want to be with you just as I said
when you honored me by becoming my wife...till death do us part.
I've come to realize that having the freedom to dress, from time to time, is part of who I am. I don't want to be a girl...
I don't want to become a girl and do not want a sex change...EVER. I still enjoy being the man you love,
the man you married. I'm never going to want anyone or anything else. I'm simply looking for an occasional escape from myself. A casual weekend here are there.
If it came down to a choice between
having you in my life, by my side and in my arms, or being able to dress, I'd choose
YOU and your beauty, your sexyness, your mind, body, and soul ALWAYS.
I hope you never ask me to make that choice. But you are always first in my heart.
I don't know what will happen in the future. I do know that in my mind, I have NEVER expected to do this forever. But I do not know when I'd want to quit either,
or if I could.
You might ask:
Are you Gay?
No. I have always been attracted to just women, men do not interest me in any way. of course my attraction now is for you and you alone...I love you with all my heart.
Do you want to be a girl / sex change?
No. I still enjoy being me,
a man, your man. This is an escape for me. Something fun to do every now and then.
Will you stop dressing now?
If you ask me to, I will do my BEST to stop.
But it will be difficult from what I have read and understand. I don't think I can stop, based on information I have gathered about thousands of men similar to me.
But if you feel this is something that you could
NOT possibly cope with, then I hope you understand that this is a part of me,
as it is with many.
Have you worn any of my clothes?
No. Never. I respect you and honor you to much to touch your things
Do you have some of your own then?
I do have some women's clothing hidden away. If you'd like to see it, or know where it is I'll show you.
If you don't want to know anything about it, then I'll keep it hidden and out of sight. But I wish to never have to hide anything from you, including my feelings and my desires. That's why I wrote this letter to you...in hopes that you can at least understand... if not accept this small part of me.
This is tough...