Many gals on here kind of downplay their male lives and experiences and many cast them in a negative light because they would rather be women.Kind of understandable I guess because it is a crossdressing forum. So, my question is do you ever enjoy being yourself as a man? I have come to terms with my own particular duality and understand that there is a time and place for everything. That having been said, when my children were growing up, my family and enjoying my family always came first and the CDing always played second fiddle. Not that it didn't rear it head at the most inopportune times until I finally got a handle on it.
The thing is while it lasted I really enjoyed being a husband and father and wouldn't change that experience one iota. There are definite rewards being a father that cannot be matched, even en femme. Seeing my children laughing and happy gave me a great deal of satisfaction.
Now I have the pleasure of helping with my grandsons and there is nothing like it. I've never been a macho type, never will be but will always be a loving father and grandfather.I feel really blessed to look at life from both sides of the fence but will never totally forsake my manhood for the fore going reasons. How do you all feel about this?