So I went out to get a drink with a close friend of mine and ended up telling her my best kept secret. I told her I was transgender and I've been hiding these feelings for my whole life. She is the only person I've ever told and said I hid it well. She's gay so I figured she'd be the only person close to me who'd understand growing up "feeling different." I told her how I grew up relating more to women than men. I've always been attracted to women but I've also wanted to BE them as well. Pretty much the most confusing thing ever. I have a hard time crying but she had no problem doing the work for the both of us. I still can't believe I told her. It was such a relief because I've been carrying this with me my entire life and holding it in. I told her about my depression, anxiety, mood swings, etc. She accepted me wholeheartedly and even said it was awesome! She basically wants to be there for me as much as possible too. Anyway, just thought I'd share.