#1Since she dressed/made me up herself last time,I HAVE experiment dressing and making myself up alone, with pleasant results to me.*She doesn't know this however*
I didn't have "The Nerve" to tell her cause I thought she'd think I was ...Ida know what ( I'm an idiot!),but I just weenied out:/
Now the reason I didn't tell her is because I did NOT want to some off "too strong" ,at all, if I can help it.So I chickened out on telling her not ONLY am I curious to dress/make me up together again ,but that I have already been doing this on my own every so often because I am that curious/into this. I feel ashamed & almost unethical having revealed this to her.
Q:How do I bring this up to her without "dropping a bombshell"?I don't want to have to keep my makeup and (less than five) articles of girl-clothes hidden around the house:/ I just wanna be more open and honest. Am I too late? How can I tell her I omitted these* details without getting her mad?
#2And when I did recently ask her ,or hint at the IDEA of maybe dressing up on my own around the house,she expressed a sort of "being put off/left out" vibe by my wanting to CD sometime in the undetermined future .She wasn't mean ,at all, but I feel I REALLY need her permission/blessing on this cause I know I am gonna wanna CD more than she'll wannt to play dress/make up with me .(And that's fair,I DON'T wanna push this on her more than she's ok with!She's NOT obliged to indulge me on this I AM aware! )...that said...
Q2:what can I say or how I tactfully bring up my interest in wanting to CD outside of our own possible playtimes without making her feel like I'm "ditching" her emotionally?
My idea for Q2 was to mention it when I'm all dressed up at somepoint in a "around the house" outfit so I can let her know I'd be "really into" trying this alone at home.....
To you all: SUGGESTIONS,thoughts,ideas?Your experiences or 2 cents on how to proceed would be DEEPLY appreciated.!