QUOTE=Danielle Gee;2895773]Hi Tara:
ha ha Danielle, you're so cool. I was a little frustrated when all the 5 new dressses that I tried on were a little small. So we put them all back in the bag along with the hangers, and we left them hanging in the pool room, to get a refund later. But today I took her to see the movie "Magic Mike", she loved looking at those buff hunks doing all their dances. She loved the movie, heck, I did too. After the movie was over, we looked at the audience, and it turned out that I was the only male in the theater, wow. So many women of all ages came in groups to see this movie. They did show a lot of skin and dressing room stuff, I'm so glad that my wife enjoyed it so much.
After the movie, she asked, "do you want to go by belk's and look at dresses?", Well you know how we are, ??"of course, I'd love to", I said. So we did 2 more hours of shopping for dresses, skirts and blouses, oh my. I mean "OH MY", Just when we had a large handful of crossdresser goodies, we were on our way to check out, and we would stop and see something else very pretty, and we'd pick it up too. We are just getting me ready for SCC in Atlanta, for the third week of September. We both don't want to send me down there with limited girl stuff, yes unh hunh, I know that I am so blessed to have her as my precious wife. I know that we have had our difficulties by way of my being TG. We have or she has done a lot of learning, as well as I. Though my CD'ing was non existent when we met and married. I got lost in the pink fog somewhere along the line. I took some advantages with her initial acceptance, and I made so many mistakes, not knowing that I took blind advantage of her openmindness and intial acceptance. But now by so much grace, we both have found the comfort zone, her acceptance, we have found now at long last. I do keep the right balance with her. For a while back, I couldn't become Tara for almost a year.
She goes in the dressing room with me to try on some dresses, for without her , I couldn't do this on my own. We brought several dresses and more skirts and blouses home today, wow, I have put them all on and have pranced all around the house ever since with my new girly stuff on. I have to go to work in the morning, I don't want this night to end, I want to stay Tara for as long as I can. She even bought us both matching blouses, maybe one day, we will post a pic of us with the matching blouses on here.
I, Tara was very irritable on here for a long time. I was fighting back so much pain of need and desire, not sex, but just to become Tara that I had to surpress, for my wife's sake. I could have just gone ahead and did what I needed to do, but I would not let my selfishness overide the love I feel for my awsome wife. But now as many moons have passed, together with all love, my wife and I have found the balance and the acceptance of Tara, as not to interfere with most social norms as is expected by those around us. We don't have time to explain our private and personal things and issues to our families, etc.
After we walked out of the movie, she hugged me and we kissed so affectionatley, she said I looked as good as those guys in the movie, we talked of how I have strip danced for her, and of the love we share. We then got in the car and went to Belk's and we splurged more money for Tara. We got home and I got all dolled up and put on all this new girly womanly clothes and modled them all for her to get her approval and or opinions on the clothes. Some we need to return,, some are keepers. I do get a very guilty feeling spending this money just for me though. But I do feel so sexy tonight with all these new sexy clothes on though. My sweet dear wife is watching America's got Talent, saying I should be on there.
I need to close here now. Life is good, though I still miss Mother, and think of her everyday. Peace and love be with all of you here, I ask forgiveness to any of you that I may have ever offended in the past, when I was in so much pain, due to surpression, I forgive all, and I humbly ask forgiveness from anyone here that would hold me in contempt by way of their feelings towards me.
Love, peace, and especially I respect each and everyone of you, thank you all so much for listening to me. I hope to meet some of you at SCC this year.
Tara