Thank you everyone for all the will wishes.
I started off with the plan to take things slow and let Kimberly ( my wife) set the pace.
But she has hit the ground running. It didnt hit me till last night when we got together.
Ashley was a bigest part of me and was who she fell in love with by pushing her back it changed who I was.
Now with Ashley back I'm back in the past days. Kimberly and I have fell back in love.
What I was afraid would end thing has saved our us.
I just wish I had said something sooner.