I'm still a closet CD, haven't gotten the courage to go out. I plan on visiting some CD clubs in town. I'm in Los Angeles so the scene is pretty good. I recently gained weight so i'm not happy with the way I look, as a male or in while CDing. I wish I could meet someone who CD's in town, so I can work up the courage. I'm not very passable though. My real gripe is that when I CD, I get the urge to be treated like a woman by a man, especially sexually. I think i'm becoming more open to the idea of trying something with a man, while dressed. Start slow of course. I have to start going out of course, but i'm surprised that i'm more open to the idea. I don't want to be in a relationship with a man, just want to be treated like a girl. What are your thoughts girls, have any of you experimented, how far did you go, what was the scenario? I would love to hear your thoughts. If any of your girls are in LA, and want a CD friend, please message me.