This is a follow-on to an earlier thread
Transsexuals please do not reply. I understand your need to present an external image which matches the female inside.
http://www.crossdressers.com/forums/...ould-.../page2
I didn't want to hijack that thread, but there were a lot of responses of "I can't quit". I'm curious why you feel that another form of expressing femininity would not meet your needs?
There are other feminine activities which you can easily pursue that wouldn't have as much of a negative impact on your social and family relationships or put your career at risk:
Baking
Candle or soap making
Home decorating
Jewelry making
Clothing design
Sewing
Volunteering at schools and daycares
Needlepoint
Scrap booking
Candy making
Why don't these meet your need to do something feminine?