Yesterday we went to the mall and we were eating in the food court and my wife asked me if I needed anything like panties, pantyhose or anything for Maria, I said no, and told her there's no use spending money for stuff to sit in the closet and thanked her for asking and then she said to me, that she has been on board with my dressing from day one but the only thing she can't handle is the mood swings and how nervous I get and said it's not her fault that I have no time to myself at home. Ever since my kids went back to school the only time I dressed was last weekend when we went out to look for a dog, but haven't dressed in the house over a month. My son has quite his part time job to make more time for his school work and my daughters boyfriend is busy at work so both kids are home almost all the time. She is right it's not her fault and I shouldn't take it out on her but I can't help it, I miss having a few hours dressed and just relaxing around and the nervous part is that I don't see the pot of gold at the end of the rainbow for a while. I then told her how much I love her and how sorry I was that she has to deal with this and I will try not be so nervous. Life of a closet dresser. Thanks for listening to me vent, I guess that's why we are all here.