In a matter of speaking yes. I mourn the typical male life I could have had, if only I had been able to be more of a man and less of a sissy. Being the way I am has cost me dearly when it comes to finding a woman for a relationship. I always wanted a wife and family, but at this point it is very unlikely. I remember seeing some friends I went to high school with years ago. Many of them lived very typical male lives and most had families. It is unlikely they ever had an issue with their gender role and were able to be successful at it. I really envy them.