Well I'll need to work on that one for sure. I guess it really all boils down to was I really born this way, or was I made to be this way, either by my actions or actions of others. Wasn't I a normal little boy at some point? Or was I always wired to want to wear girly things- if that's the case then I can begin to forgive myself, and to some degree I already do. I think I surprize no one by saying it's been a hard life, I would not have chosen-if I had had a choice.
Jenn