I know this has all been probably been said before but I really am stuck and not sure where to go or what to do..... I have always known that I like dressing in fem but have only really embraced it in the last couple years... I have told a few on my friends that are girls and the have all been great in helping me with anything I need. Giving me lessons in make up and everything. I even started this summer to go out a little... the biggest problem I have is that I live in a small town like less then 5,000 people I help do a lot of stuff at the school and am out in the public a lot. When I go out in fem is when I go to a different town about 4 hours away. But recently the urge has been so high it is driving me nuts.... I will be at work and all i can think about are wearing my 5 inch heels!!!! I dress all the time when I am at home but I just do not know what to do make the urges at a lesser degree or so that I don't feel so conflicted all the time....!!! Any thoughts would be helpful......