After years of doubting my inner feelings about my gender how I felt sheding male attire and wearing femme clothing,I thought of my self as a CD, but only recently the feeling of remaining femm became stronger,obscessive, talking to therapist specializing in TG/TS did not help, and talking with Endocrinoligist in hormone therapy dismissed my feelings as a phase. I now so want to begin the process of gradually transition,where femme/unisex clothes more often. I have always had a low testosterone level, genitalia never matured and remained small, though my body is more male,I am taking phytoestrogens to further lower testosterone level. I would like to find hormones to push my level lower,and get something that would then increase the estrogen level, and begin change my body and start developing breasts and chang my body dynamics gradually. I do not have a lot of money, I am unemployed,and am tired of tucking and binding to look femme. I wear padded bra and padding to give the illusion of hips and narrower femme waist,and unisex more femme cut clothes,and grew hair longer for pageboy style.
Can anyone give me advise on obtaining,preferably without prescription,hormones stronger than phytoestrogens.