My confidence level is a bit low so I really don't feel "passable". I am currently recovering from a purge so I only have workout clothes (boot cut yoga pants and a sports top). I lost my wigs on this last purge
Anyway, I found a nice winter hat and ventured out with my tight fitting yoga pants and exercise top. I managed to stop by several places without getting any second looks (Khol's, ShopKo, Maurices, and Dress Barn).
I've got to admit, I'm a bit nervous on how to take this. Dressing has become easier and without second looks, I have mixed emotions on blending in for some reason. My paranoia comes in becoming too comfortable or overconfident which may lead to a mistake on getting my secret discovered.
As I become more comfortable, I am also nervous on where this is going to take me. I feel stronger desires to take it further . . . shaving legs and underarms, piercing my ears, getting a mani/pedi.
One thing is for sure, I don't think I'm going to purge anymore. If I get the feeling to purge, I will make sure I just store it somewhere since there is a good chance the purge feeling is only a temporary phase.
I should just suck it up and tell my wife now and get it over with. I would like to think that I am willing to accept my fate, no matter how she takes the news . . . not sure yet.
. . . just venting . . . thanks for listening (reading).