So through the holidays I have been taking in everything around me friends, family, and just everything I do. I have become aware that I have for years been playing a part and I am looking at everything with new eyes and the admittance I am a woman inside. This mental change has made me very aware of who I would and will need to come out too. This is scary as hell. As the people I consider such good friends and I wonder what will become of us. It's crazy to realize that I have lived so many years trying to become part of the ggroup but even to this day I am still kinda on the outside. but...
I now have to give credit to all those girls that transition and come out to everyone. WOW!! What a scary and crazy experience it must be for awhile!! You are so brave to take that step and I am now sitting at the edge of the cliff looking over and boy is it a long way down. I am sure this time of the year is tough for some and I hope that it gets better for those and to those like me, I hope we find the courage others have to be our strength!! Gosh the bravery yall have amazes me !!!
Hugs
Steph