Just joined today and made my first two post.Was so nervous but your replies have all been been so kind and reassuring.I feel so lucky that I found this forum.Even though I don't know any of you personally coming out on here has made me feel like a weight has been lifted off of me.I have finally found new friends that truly understand me and that I can talk too.Let me know if any of you have also felt this way after joining. IT IS a Very wonderful feeling! Thank You so much!!!