I have a lot to think about. So much on a subject that I feel sick to my stomach and I am truly scared.
Friday at work I was wrote up for something stupid. I had been doing this because of what the boss stated to me some time ago.
As I was being wrote up, I tried to apologize and explain that I had thought what I was doing was alright by him based on our conversation.
He looked me right in the face and told me a few things with an expression of pure hatred on his face.
One, no matter what I did, it wouldn't matter. I could get Lawyers or anyone I wanted and it wouldn't matter. Yes, he was threatening me.
Two, he flatly denied my words calling me a liar and as such I was an ENEMY. Yes; liar and enemy are his choice of words.
Three, he placed me on Probation until January of 2018. What that means is if I even put one toe in the wrong place it's an automatic three day suspension.
My gut is telling me that his treatment of me of late is motivated by my impending transition at work. As far as I know, I have not done anything job performance wise to warrant any of this.
I'm trying to not let this bother me. But, I keep feeling sick to my stomach. Mostly because I do not wish for this person to be anywhere near me at all out of fear.
On the bright side. I will be looking into what my options are at this point.
First, I have someone with experience with something like this in my Family I can talk to for advice.
If anyone has any suggestions, I would greatly appreciate them. My biggest problem with this is I need to take action with the least impact on my Family. That means I can not afford to loose the money I do have coming in to take care of my part of the house hold as well as what I do need for my Transition.