It's been a little while since I've posted however it has been due to my schedule and everyday life. Lately I'm un sure of where I fit in. I have not had as many opprotunities to dress so I'm finding ways to fit different feminine things in. For example...I'm spoiling myself and having my eye brows waxed or a regular basis. I'm getting regular mani pedis. I'm starting to wear light makeup (brow pencil, moisturizer with a light sheen, a little lip liner, lip gloss and occasional lipstick close to color of my natural lip, mascara sometimes, a neutral perfume) even when I'm in guy mode. Under dressing is an everyday thing now. At the end of the day I don't give a rip if someone I know see's me buy something a guy isn't supposed to use or see's me at a makeup counter or shopping for women's clothes. I'm over it..lf you don't like me for who I am or how I look your not my friend or someone I'm going to waste time on.
Is this the pink fog or me trying to figure things out? I'm worried I don't have an outlet for expressing myself and I dont want to make any dumb mistakes.
Thoughts?