I see so many post should I do this, maybe I will do that. Be who you are. You know if dressing is right for you whether it is for a few minutes or a life time. I wish I could go back and be the person I am inside instead of living the lie of trying to be someone I was not. I have always known, (but to scared to come out about it) that I was female and not male inside. Now, I regret not living as myself all those years. I know that my mother would have supported me no matter what, my father died at an early age, but I know he probably would have hated me for being Amy. That is one reason I tried to be male all those years. Plus I was afraid of what might happen to me, by so-called friends and people that were not my friends. I would have been beat up, kicked around and humiliated, but when I was in my 20s is when I should have made the change and my whole life would have been so much better.
GOD LOVES us for who we are no matter what clothes we wear. I am sure he would much rather have me be Amy, than the rude ignorant person like so many other males I have known. OK, stop right there, I am not saying all males are like this, but most of the ones I knew and grew up around were.
The thing is that the whole world would be better off if we could all be who we really are, instead of being who we are supposed to be. I also know that many males have it beat into them to be masculine males, me I ran into one of these ignorant males and he beat my face up pretty bad and all I was trying to do was her his girlfriend get away from his abuse. I know that he had it beat into him, as that was the world he grew up in.
Sorry I got carried away.
GOD LOVES You all!!!
Amy