What’s your excuse for becoming a MtF crossdresser, and eventually ending up HERE?
Maybe you’re transgender (or beyond), or a fetishist of some sort, or you just love to wear panties in your little self-satisfying hidden taboo world, but HOW did it happen? I’m not transgender, so I can’t say that I was born to be this way. Something happened, but what? In my case, many ingredients went into the human soufflé called Freddy...
1) I was burdened with a speech impediment as a child, and this made me the target of male bullies who pounced upon any weakness. My “problem” was obvious to all. Having an unusual first name certainly didn’t help matters any (but I like it!). However, girls liked me and my name...
2) I fell down a flight of stairs when I was a boy and nearly fractured my skull. I often tell people that I gained my artistic nature from this mishap (as a joke), but I think it definitely jogged me towards the female “side” of things. Perhaps the two are related...
3) My father was gruff and overbearing, sometimes unfair, while my mother was comforting. The more I worked with the former, the more I gravitated towards the latter, but I loved them both...
4) I became shy and withdrawn (see #1), but I was expected to be a “normal” boy. Enter therapy and therapists. This caused a lot of emotional strain at times. I’m still dealing with this painful shyness...
5) Girls never made fun of me, they never threw things at me, and they never beat me. They also never gave me the time of day, but they did it in such a nice, courteous way. Nice clothes!
6) I had a girl cousin two years younger than me, and we grew up together. She and I look alike and think alike. She was a tomboy, morphing into a pretty girl, while I was a less-than regular boy, morphing into a "Jane" something-or-other. We are two halves of a whole. She went away, and I sought some form of hand-made emotional compensation...
7) I’m sensitive (see above). I can pick up vibrations. Doing something as simple as putting on a skirt has profound consequences, and the tactile sensations create a transcendental experience...
8) Looking around, I would prefer to be different from others. This is either suicidally obstinate, or a defiant act of courage. I admire people who go their own way, or take the other path through life, or are responsible for their own happiness, and I’d like to be one of them...
9) I once had a girlfriend who didn’t care to wear a dress, so I picked up the slack and made myself into my own girlfriend, albeit in private. I talk to myself, and SHE talks back. This is kinda sad, but, to tell the truth, I’m quite happy being like this...
10) I DIDN’T WANT TO WEAR THOSE GOD-FORSAKEN MALE PANTS ONE MORE MINUTE!!!
What’s YOUR excuse?
PS – I should also mention that my black female cat crosses my path several times each day, but I’m not the least bit superstitious. In my way of thinking, I turned out OK...