I go through these distinct phases , each lasting about two weeks which are periodic and make my life confusing and troublesome.
guy phase: I feel like a normal guy and act like a normal guy, my productivity at work is the best this time.
girl phase: I start feeling feminine and a compulsive need to crossdress. I get really emotional and have difficulty concentrating at work. I am obsessed with the color pink and fashion, makeup, celebrity divas etc.
horny girl/gay/bi/confused mode: This is by far the worst. By now I am past feeling feminine and am like a almost out of control bimbo. Men, or at least the thought of a strong man excites me. I have dreams of being a damsel in distress, or being a girlfriend/wife to a muscular dude. I feel submissive and tend to do what people say, rather than thinking independently.I tend to behave weirdly in this stage, because I do stupid things in public, e.g. complimenting someones clothes (not in a casual way).
And just like that I am back to being a guy again... Its almost as if there are hormones at play here and the emotional roller coaster is killing me
Sorry for the long post... Hope I get some advice.