I got dressed today.
I was home alone and had a successful dressing session. I have been experimenting with my look especially make up to see what works and what doesn't. I say that today was successful as I was happy with the end result.
Once dressed I reflected on my life and was thinking how lucky I was to have such a good wife and great kids. My train of thought immediately centered on myself and my cross dressing. I stepped out and took a good long hard look at myself. I came to the realization that what I am doing is a little weird and messed up. I understand that many of you purge which I understand to be throwing away your female items. Do many of you purge for those reasons ?.
I do enjoy dressing and don't think it is something that I could give up. The feelings that I have regarding my CDing are that I am hurting no one and if it makes me feel happy then why not. But I also have a small doubt that creeps into the back of my mind that what I am doing is wrong and I should not have this compulsion to wear women's clothes. I am sure its the way society has conditioned my thinking to make me feel this way and I don't feel like this all the time when I dress. Do any of you feel this way when you dress?