I am up and mostly down at the same time today.
I'm 43 today and the money is too tight to be able to go out to a nice dinner today, let alone do anything else.
I'm trying to make the best of it though, but it hurts sometimes when we always manage everything else all year, but when it comes to my own Birthday things are just too tight to do much of anything.
Sorry if I'm a bit more of a downer than I usually am. But I do have some other issues on my mind today that is making today harder than it usually would be.
For some reason lately I feel a lot more emotional than I have been in over 20 something years and I have felt like crying, which I haven't done since before I went into the US Navy back in '89.
For the most part, things are going very well. I might be feeling like things are going just too slow or something.
Thanks for listening.
Lots of Love and Hugs Forever,
Jamie