I believe I am incapable of being in love with a man, however, I prefer to have sex with a man. I do not have any of the romantic or emotional ties to men like I have had with women. I do not kiss men or like to be cuddled by a man, but enjoy the sex. So I can only be in love with a woman but prefer sex with me as the woman with a man. Although, I also enjoy sex with women, just not as much. Right now I don't have anyone but I know if I get a girlfriend, I'll never be satisfied because I will be missing out on sex with a man and if I get a guy friend to have sex with, I'll be missing out on having a deep meaningful relationship. Anyone else ever feel like this?