Alright. I have two of them that I have had this week that were very, very..... That little face describes it perfectly.
First up in my femme dream land, I was buying a car. While speaking with the sales man, some celebrity (can't remember as I'm not good with celebrity names, but know the face) came in to buy the same car. It was a Maserati. So, after I met him, he tells me he will rent it for the evening for us to try out. I'm driving around in a black Maserati in a black dress and heels. All the way to where we are going, he keeps looking at me from the passenger seat. Don't know all the details, but we wound up at a condo, and him telling me he will buy the car for me if I... So, needless to say it happened.
Second up, the one last night I remember to the tee. I was dancing in a club when I am pulled up on stage (this dream comes to me frequently). The only thing different was that this time, a man came up on stage with me, and began....squeezing areas while dancing with me. He leads me to the back room, where I dance for him while he watches in a chair. Nothing else happens, but the dream was extremely arousing.
The worst part is I wake up next to my wife, and instantly roll over and start crying. I'm not gay. For....sure. The thought (while I'm awake) is not arousing AT ALL. I feel horrible. I do have dreams about my wife, but none are ever sexual. Most of the time, as that is about to happen, I wake up. The only thing I can come up with, is that it is a mind set being a cross dresser. You can't half it. Your mind has to be a hundred percent toward presenting as a female or it does not work the way you want it to. We can physically limit the things we do, but when we have no mental boundaries in our sleep, our minds roam. Just made me upset this morning. On Easter too....go figure.