Hello ladies!
Well, I’ve bought my first pair of heels. Ever. A step most of you probably took long ago, and I’ve been cding for so long to do this only now, but well, guess I’m slow
Cding has been part of my life since I can recognize myself as a person, but in the last months I’ve made some decisions. First, acceptance, not really a decision. I accept that this is part of me, and most importantly, a part of me that I really, really enjoy. The decisions are a consequence of that.
I can say the pictures and facts showed here really have been a help. They make me dream. For so long I’ve crossdressing with so little, clothes that are not my size, shoes that look weird in my feet, trying just to make the urge go away. I’ve never did a complete montage. But it always grew more intense, so why not enjoy it instead of fighting?
Yeah, it’s just a pair of heels (like the ones in my avatar) so far and it may take sometime until I can dress fully as a girl, with all the makeup and without all the body hair. There are some problems since I have a girlfriend I really love and I don’t wanna ever hurt her. But I just can’t think of anything else at this moment. Even if part of these feelings involve some fear. I live with two roomates and I get somewhat paranoid imagining the fact that my heels will come in a pink box full of glitter, my roomies will open it up and make a scandal out of it. But I wanna go for this so much that I’m 100% sure I’ll be the happiest girl in the world when I try them on for the first time.
Really looking forward to share my pics with you in the coming weeks!