Are you an addict and don't really know it, a CD addict that is, just like a drug, alcohol or smoking addict. We have a long time member with many, many posts that says she would love to drop CDing because of the expense of clothes, time involved, family, outed, embarassed or physically hurt, but she can't stop. Isn't this the same addiction that the above mentioned addicts have. Many have said on here that they purge and when the pink fog rolls in they go buy again and receive a high and satisfying fix when they pull on a pair of panties and put on some lipstick. That said could CDing be a mental/emotional addiction that we are born with and act on from a very early age or it comes out later in life, or do we experiement with being female and become addicted? Are CD's born with a part of their brain female and we are compelled to be drawn to female things just as females are? That said maybe we are mentally part female and not an addict? We can't change this just as we can't change the natural color of our eyes? Some smokers, alcoholics, spenders, gamblers choose not to try to cure their addictions but enjoy living with them and the pleasure they bring. Are you a CD addict and can't or choose not to stop this behavior that society condems yet legally you can continue on and do it? As you read this are you setting there wearing panties of the opposite sex because you are an addict and didn't even know it?