Got a cruel letter from my brother in prison today. He has accused me, and ridiculed me my whole life, along with his twin brother. My sister kicked me as hard as she could Monday, because when i could not understand her speech, she blew up, then i said don't be a b---h, and she kicked me in the right side. I got absolutely blasted by a guy i used to be a friend with, on Facebook. He had no mercy on my current pain and emotional torture. I have never felt this hopeless, and far from sanity, or God, or other people. My old car is on its last legs. I am almost at my very end, to this cruel life.