Hi, I'm new to this site as a member although have read numerous posts to try and understand myself before joining.
Anyway, I guess I am wondering I have been trying to discover who and maybe what I am for some time. I have been dressing on and off in mainly women's underwear since I was about 14 years old.
Sorry for the long winded thread but my background is I have had two failed marriages although the second wife is very supportive of my crossdressing but not completely. We had some personal struggles that we overcame and in an event that happened while we were together came out stating that I liked to wear women's underwear only. We separated in 2011 for a number of reasons but we still get along as friends. However my crossdressing has developed into more than just underwear and has gone onto to dress', heels,makeup and now breast forms.
I guess my question really is through this transition I have been more and more aware I want to hide my male bits, when dressed and have thought it would be nice to take female hormones. Is this 'normal' thoughts as a crossdresser or is it something more?
I guess I'm asking the question thanks to society and the stereotypical male not liking shopping etc etc, and I seem to get on better with female colleagues then male ones.
Again sorry for the long thread
cheers.