Well, I don't know how long its been inside me. I know I used to dress in my mother's hose and heels and bra when I was young, while looking at dad's playboy and doing what boys do. I always loved the way it felt and the fantasy of having boobs and a vagina has always kinda been there. I played all the sports and did what guys do and never had an issue with girls, girlfriends or sex...until I got married. For 23 years my sex life has been almost non-existant due to her lack of interest for any reason. So after 23 years my marriage ended, her choice, I moved cities and began dressing full-time when not at work or with family. I started hormones on Monday and looking to see what that does. Crazy, yes, maybe? I'm not getting any younger and I love the way being a woman makes me feel. Interested in thoughts and opinions.