While I have known that I was female practically from birth, for years I struggled along , telling myself I was a garden variety CD, and I could continue to cope as I was. Despite living full time as a woman, GD got the upper hand. I finally started HRT, and I'm finally admitting to myself that transition, tho I don't know exactly how far that will go, has begun, and I'm never, ever, turning back. At 55, I can finally look myself in the mirror, and say 'I am a transexual'.
All my family, and close friends are fully supporting me, and they are glad I'm taking control of my own happiness.
I have a good group of GG friends, that have always treated me as one of thier own. These are my casual friends, who meet for coffee every morning to discuss life. It's these ladies who are shocked, and a little put off by my anouncement. They accepted me unconditionally when I was, to them, a really hardcore CD. Now they're treating me like I'm invading thier turf. My transition has been refered to as 'kinda yucky'. I don't think I'm going to lose them as friends, but our relationship changed overnight. They went from 'You understand women more than most women', to 'You'll still never know what it's like to be a real woman'.
I always figured people would be more accepting if I were transitioning, not just playing dressup.
Is this a sign of things to come? Am I tresspassing on women's turf? Can I assume more friends will turn?
I always thought I knew all the answers, but it appears I have a lot to learn. I still look and act the same as 6 months, 12 months, ago, but some peoples perception of me is already changing.