Bottom line - not sure where I am on tg spectrum right now...
My fantasy would be to get implants.
I would love them, but as others have said the reality of day to day living requires you be committed to living as a woman (RLT like).
To assume you can spend much time in guy mode with a significant bust line is to deny reality.
This issue for me gets to the core of what am I?
Am I a cross-dresser, a future post-op transsexual, or just a devotee?
Honestly when I was younger I thought I was for sure TS but the reality of transitioning for me seems to be a bridge too far.
I would love it if I could just take a pill or be zapped by a machine and boom be female, but the real-world alternative for me seems way to hard.
I know a label is not important, but it is important to know reality and plan accordingly.
So I dabble in cross-dressing, read TG related fiction and media and fantasize about the rest.