For us older people (I'm almost 50) who identify as MTF crossdresser/transgender, is it harder for us to accept that we are crossdresser/transgender or is it harder to accept that if today we could change to the gender we favor we will never be the young cute girl some of us want to be?
I know I would love to be the young 20 something slim and sexy girl. But if I could have SRS today, I may be cute and have a female body but I still wouldn’t be young.
But there are benefits with age such as knowledge.
In the end, I have to accept who I am and how old I am.