I have come to the point in my life where the identity of self had shifted in its entirety towards female. I do feel a need to separate from anything transgender yet I also feel as though I am walking out of the household I had been privilege to be part of and such does not make for a quick and smooth departure.
Some of the most interesting, devoted and beautiful people have come across my path by innate connection of traveling through a trans-spectrum.
MY reality seems unique, decided on transition at 44, granted HRT at 46 same year 9 months later FFS. BY no means was I supposed to achieve total passability, not to mention being considered a good looking woman.
However during that time, I never gave in to nagging thought, negativity nor sense of giving up, even though such were pointing their sharp edge directly at my psyche.
I somehow knew or call it a wishful thinking, that what I have dreamed will be granted, if I only dreamed enough!
"never say never", "Nothing is impossible" such idioms are so familiar yet we tend to look at them as cliche, Not Me!
I truly believe in endless realm of possibility, You creating you own universe despite the opposing force of perceived reality trying its best to prove you otherwise.
Persevere, power through the tears with truth and love, and You too shall be granted your DREAMS!