I was pondering a question today. As a closeted crossdresser do you think there is more of a rush when:
1. You can dress worry/risk free of being caught? So maybe you're out of town and you can dress in a hotel and no one would find out, and if they did it wouldn't matter. Or maybe even you can do it at home with zero risk of being caught; or
2. You dress and there is a risk of being caught, not like you leave something out that you should have replaced, but there is an actual chance of someone you know finding you looking your best.