Hey everyone I need some advise or some personal reflection. I've come out to everyone who's important to me, I know that with that information a lot of us lose loved ones, but I digress. My dad is aware of my desire to transition but is very troubled by it, and the one person who I actually care about losing is the one I may lose ( I love all my family but I was prepared to lose some ) but I'm trying to fight this again I buried it once in 2006 then. I've regretted not embracing it then but I'm trying to fight it for my dads sake because at this point he and my mom are the only 2 people that I fight for life at all cause I know that suicide isn't the awnser its just a selfish way out selfish Because your pain is gone but your loved ones suffer for it. But I'm just past a point where I dont know if I can do it any more what do I do? Do I fight these feelings or do I try to make myself happy at such great cost that is be miserable anyway? I honestly don't think I win either way