@ Kait I just saw your comment lol..for me dressing always leads to a sexual release ..call it what you will but I find myself drawn to ts woman almost obsessed with them its a turn on. I am working it out with my therapist but I can admit I am transwhatever and it is never going away. But who cares?? I do know that the more anxiety I have the.more I want to have that release and once its over I am good. I do go periods where the stress doeant even get to me. The one thing I can say is its about happiness and I so not want to change this happiness for another.