I have found this interesting article, written by a transwoman
transgender in history
I think that for me has been revealing, because, well, it seems that
it can be possible to cope with my sense of being TS IF society is open.
My opinion is in some way that the need for HRT and eventually SRS is in some way correlated
also to the fact that current society is binary gendered.
If I were born 3 centuries ago, or 5 centuries ago... or now but in a poor village
in Africa probably Hrt would not be an option, transition either.
Could I cope with that? Well, yes or no, depending. Maybe the "acceptance" of my strangeness
is in some way related to my strength in coping without transition.
Just some meditation.