I am not a full cross dresser. I have absolutely no interest in putting on a bra, makeup, wig, etc.
However, I love painting my toes, putting on some pantyhose and high heels, and strutting around at home while wife is away. This usually leads to me pleasuring myself.
So I have the following question. Where does this leave me? I do have a lot in common with you as when i was 6 or 7 I loved the silky feeling of my moms pantyhose and used to wear them and her shoes.
I can never tell my wife that I sometimes do this. I once hinted that I had a dream that I was having sex with her while wearing hose and heels and she said that was gross. So I have to continue to hide this from her.
But I tend to think I am stuck, in this in between phase. Do I belong here, talking with you? Is there a term for someone like me?