I have been trying to change a lot of my male habits...most notably the smile instead of the nod in greeting. Been changing gestures, sitting positions, the way I carry myself, It is all blending together so that I truly am forgetting a lot of my old male ways.
But tonight I had a bit of a shocker...I was thowing something in th dumpster 9literally) and when i threw I threw just like a girl without thinking. I literally realized mid throw and I really couldnt do it man style. This is odd because I didnt practice this at all but I really am having trouble remembering how to do a good overhand throw!
I am hoping to train myself more so that i CANT do things male like without a great deal of thought!!