**** my life
i am not me
everything i do is wrong and no matter how hard i work i never come up.
i never get anywhere.
I live a fake life with worthless endeavors never fulfilled dreams of success and metamorphosis forgotten...wonder what ill do wrong tomorrow? could be ANYTHING! breathing incorrectly could lead me to the dog house. look left, look right either way its not right. wonder what the next life will bring? will this punishment suffice enough to make me whole again next time around? or maybe next time ill be a clown with a painted face to hide a frown that never lets go. who knows...but i know that when its time to ride down the toilet drain ill be described as clinically insane and labeled, processed packaged and maimed together into oblivion with the rest of us slaves. enjoy the ride! dance with pride! but dont dare let anyone catch sight! hide inside a dark closet of shame with a fake name. At least they'll never say my shit was mundane.
needed to rant....sorry bout the french
