Being a little girl however.....
Well so I've been out about being a crossdresser/trans for a few years now. Of course I had the desires a long time before that, of course. Luckily, when I started college, I was able to find an older woman that let me go over to her house and be a little girl for a few hours a week, and I finally found what had been wrong so much of my life. I didn't want it to be that of course, I was secretly hoping it was just that I was taking the wrong vitamins or something.
So anyway after a few years of this I started to realise how happy I was being a little girl named Pickles and how much I hated being the young man I thought I was supposed to be. Well naturally I figured I'd be happier being a young woman.
Luckily I was able to find some girls on Okcupid and a few seperate girls night's out,shopping, etc with them. Let me tell you what, it did not take me long to figure out that I hated big girl stuff even more than guy stuff!
Shopping? Little me was kicking and screaming the whole time on the inside. Youve seen kids at the clothes store, right?
Bras? Get these damn things off my chest! I'm flat, thanks.
Nice women's shoes? I just bought some Liz Trotters for work. Not only can I not pull them off but I hate them! Sneakers or Mary Jane's, please.
Girls night out? I get cranky and sleepy and want my juice and GO HOME.
Purses? I dislike these as well...feel weird on me, make me lean over to one side when I walk and they smell funny..but a cute backback....
Let's see, what else....boys are stupid and gross and makeup is for growups (unless its glittery) and I have a sugar problem!
Okay so I finally found a therapist that could help me because at this point I was beginning to wonder if I was crazy or not lol. Well it took her a while but finally she figured I wasn't it was just who I was and I'd been overcompensating my whole life, haha.
I still see her and things are going really well! I life full time as the strange hybrid of adult male and toddler female that I am an I have a good job and some people there even like me for my weirdness! There rest...well....I don't care....they can think what they want!I still use the men's bathroom though because its hilarious to see people's faces! Haha!
Well I hope you have found this interesting and informative!
