Hi Liz. I like your idea for the character. I think the first thing you should realize is that most CDer's don't know why they do it. However, this doesn't necessarily mean it's a compulsion. Why does anyone like what they like and not like other things? As I am a somewhat logical person, not understanding is frustrating, but I find that I am happier if I just accept it for what it is. I enjoy the ability to completely change my appearance, I like the feel of women's clothes, I like being able to let my guard down and not have to project the image that is expected of a typical male. If I don't have an opportunity to do dress, I get stressed. BTW, I am hetero and happily married with two lovely children. I'd be happy to answer any questions you have.